Wife of a meth addict
This is my first post to this site although I have been a member for several years. My husband of 20 years is a meth addict. He has used off and on throughout our entire relationship. He got clean for almost a year back in 2013-2014 when I finally filed for divorce. We have 3 kids together. After he cleaned up, I took him back and cancelled my divorce filing. He relapsed once again almost a year ago and has been using ever since. I have been struggling with what to do. All I know is that I cannot continue on like this. His addiction is killing me mentally, emotionally, and physically, and yet I stay with him. Why is this so hard? I'm an intelligent, professional woman. I'm a good mom. What is wrong with me?