Welcome Kara!
I am glad you decided to make this your first day and to take the journey with us!
Please take care of yourself today. Drink a lot of water and get plenty of rest. You will feel a lot better tomorrow.
I am sure you felt great those 7 weeks you were sober. Did anything happen to make you want to pick it back up? also don't beat yourself up too badly. We have all made mistakes. That was yesterday...we only got today and can only change now.