Finally have energy again
The past 2 days have been great for me. I got a good night sleep with no tossing and turning and I woke up with energy. I can't remember the last time I felt this way. Working on day 9 here and feeling like I got part of my life back. Also, this weekend we were invited to a BBQ for a friend's birthday. I honestly don't want to go because I know there will be a lot of drinking. I was trying to find any excuse to not go and make it seem like we already had plans. This is our very good friend and I realized he will understand completely if I told him why. I decided to tell the truth and just make other plans. I think im still too new to all of this to be able to handle being there.