Sleepie... I'm going to follow your thread. I've been reading a lot of your posts and I really like you.
I feel a lot of sadness today too. I have for awhile. Early sobriety has been a lonely and bleak trudge for me.
I feel I can relate a lot to your words. There's not a lot of kindness in the world for those dealing with mental health problems and addictions.
If you ever want a bud to call out and stay sober with you for 24 hours or even just an hour I'm there for you.
You have much courage my friend. Even if you don't feel it. When you can't keep flying by your own cape your Sr family is here for you. We can lift you up.
I do hope the testing brings some kind of helpful answers for you. Youre in my thoughts my friend.
