I have to stop this. I am sick and shaking today because I tried to wean slowly. I can't even come off alcohol slowly anymore and not even my benzos are working.
I have all the weird symptoms of withdrawal but they are magnified. Usually I can be sick in bed but I can't even lay here the panic is unbearable. I have restless legs and if I stop moving them I have odd sensations. May be er bound. I wanted to post this as a reminder to myself to never do this again and it really is as bad as I can remember.