Thank you Dandylion. I don't know her reasons either. Ex alienated her from me and two of her sisters but the reasons are unclear as to why it has carried on now as none of them speak to him anymore. Her older siblings are as puzzled as me. Yes I love her. I always will. It was dull here today and I prayed for sunshine for her cos I wanted her wedding to be special. The sun came out
Am bracing myself now for the arrival of her baby I will never see and never get to cuddle and love.