JL you feel stuck. There has to be a way to have something to look forward to. Or as my mom tells me when I feel stuck - just tell yourself you are going to give it x amount of days and then reasess how things are. Sometimes we get fed up and distraught just before something finally changes. Buy your wife some flowers or the kids a small toy. Focus on what you can do to make them happy which will then make you happy. Sorry to go on and on. Better go check my cake.