It's Day 20 for me! So grateful to be sober (and not hungover) this morning. I am still waiting for the anxiety to subside. I'm waking at 3:00 am, then spending the next few hours in pure dread. Between the stress of work and the stress of staying sober and having little other coping skills outside of insobriety... I'm shocked that I've made to today. So proud of myself. So NOT proud of my mind games.