Hey its good you posted. Its always a good thing to admit youre having difficulty.
I was once like you in the fact that I didnt lose anything tangible. I went to work every day and I was highly functioning. That caused me to justify my drinking.
The last year I neglected my responsibilities because I wanted to drink more. It is a progressive disease. It only gets worse.
I think its better to quit for good now. Shut down the little voice inside your head saying its okay when its clearly not what you want deep down in your heart.
You wanted to quit and you did and you are on a good path. I hope you don't fall back into alcohol.
Have strength and have a good day.
Also... cancel those plans!