Thirty is a rough age...it was for me. You are through the first big push into adulthood and then you look around and start questioning everything you were told about what you could expect at this stage.
The good news is that you're still wonderfully young and you were smart enough to get sober so early. You will get through this...it's just a bit like when you shift from first to second...sometimes we grind the gears a bit.
Volunteering is a great idea!
Sending you a hug.
P.S. At age 31 I met my darling husband. Just saying,
