How to handle SO threatening to leave
So I'm on day 4 now and long drives have been keeping my mind off drinking. Two days ago my significant other said she'd leave if one more bottle of wine came into the house and it didn't matter when - 3 days, 3 weeks, or 3 years from now. I don't think she understands I'm quitting for me not her. I already know if a bottle were to come into the house in 6 months she'd leave and I'd be all pissed off and on a week long bender.
I can't even talk to her and seeing her makes me so angry. I have thoughts like "I wish you would just go." We've only been together a year but it was a very nice year. The last thing I need to worry about is her when right now I need to be selfish and take care of me. Especially when the support isn't positive. I'm so confused and not too many things are making sense right now.
Anyways, thanks for listening. It helps a little just typing this out.