Yes that is an issue. Hence why I said personal issues. I get bored easily but I don't do anything impulsive when I'm sober. Other than drink and from there I let the alcohol do the thinking for me. I need to stop but I don't want to be afraid that I will miss the feeling of being inebriated and having fun. When laughing with some friends we realized we are functioning alcoholics. I looked back at my 20 years and realized I've never not drank two times a week at least.