^ good. And friend, I was there too. I was naive and way too trusting as well. I understand. My then husband DID push all the right buttons and I did give him another chance-but it was all pointless as he revealed his true motives and who he really was. I fell for it too-until I didn't. I too had great support and people to trust showing me that his words were just BS. It didn't take me long to see that his actions were disturbing while his words were charming. I've been there....but it WILL get easier. I'm glad you have a good supprt network.