Weird, must be a post level thing but my thanks for each post did not hold. Regardless. thank you all again. Anna, Madbird, tomsteve, Irnldy, SD, SiS, more perspective is what I need and you've all given it to me. I'm that much close to letting it go than I was prior to posting. I don't know that I'll quit immediately, but know that I am working on it.
I'll have to get a little better soon though as I broke a tooth this evening which continues my own dental apocolypse. Just when I thought I was near the end, another issue, another crown if I'm lucky. I feel certain my drinking has made this issue worse. Yet another reason to stop (there's the yet again).
Thank you all.