erk!
awww ... I didn't do so good today with how I treated my self on waking
But I'm bouncing back! In Buddhism I've been taught to say "I know you Mara!" As real as it seems when I start this negative about how bad I am and how I'll never be better and how I might as well drink ....
I know that is just old thought sht. It isn't truth. It is true that I am ageing. It is true that I'm not 20 (LOL). But it isn't true that I'm bad. It isn't true that I'm flawed. The world has tried to tell me that for years, and I refuse to buy into that concept anymore!
I'm sort of ranting right now ... sorry ... (oops, counselor says stop saying you are sorry (LOL)). But you know... If what is going to keep me not only sober but headed in the right direction is to blow off on SR from time to time (without hurting others), then that is what I am going to do.
I am woman hear me roar!!!!!!