Originally Posted by
Grendhar 
I guess this what they mean by "Rock bottom" in A.A.
Not that I am at that yet .. but maybe only a rock bottom can bring about that desire to stay sober more than drinking mentality.
My father had to lose everything and go to jail before he was able to be sober. I want to get sober before bad things happen, but can't seem to maintain that desire for very long.
you can choose what your rock bottom is.
to keep the desire, just look at what alcohol has already done ( ya drove drunk. forunately ya didnt hurt anyone.....yet)and what its going to do if ya keep drinkin.