Feeling really out of sorts today. My mood is so unstable and I can't help but wish I could drink this pain away. I won't even consider it but days like today make me realize why I used to drink so much. I am sitting in my misery and just praying I feel better tomorrow.
I sometimes wonder if I will ever be "normal". If I will ever be stable and mentally okay. I have struggled what feels like my entire life (depressed since 13) and I am just so over it. I want to feel better than this and I don't know how.