How did you get to that point? 85 days sober. I avoid people and places with alcohol usually. I did go fishing with drinking buddies a few weeks ago, they drank. Wasn't too tough on me. Time, AA meetings and time. It's not my habit to drink any more. I still think about it that's why I avoid it.
And how do you feel in those situations? The few I've been in I felt sacred at first. What if I magically grab a beer. I realize I will have to consciously grab one and the fear subsides. I decide I will not drink today. Still it's not a situation I want to be in frequently.