WOW!
I really needed to read this thread today Lance. I was just texting my wife telling her that things aren't going great at work and I am stressing out big time. On the verge of tears I told her that maybe she would be better off with a different husband who didn't have so many problems. She told me to breathe, relax, and understand that things will not always go as perfect as I want them to. I see a therapist regularly and I have learned that Perfectionism is a true mental problem. I sometimes forget that my religious and spiritual faith has taught me that there is only one perfect soul, and I'm not him. Things will happen and we just have to make the best of it.
Thanks for sharing and I hope you have a continued blessed journey.