Originally Posted by
Ladybug2 
Yep, I'm the same way. I drank when things were bad, good, when I was happy or sad. I would drink to "reward" myself for cleaning the house, or getting a project done. I would drink to relieve stress or feel more relaxed or patient.
Exactly the same! I always 'rewarded' myself with 2 bottles wine after Id cleaned the house from top to bottom. Actually! Most of the time I drank whilst cleaning, not after!
Its NOT sad Lady. Think of it as a positive thing now, because now the curtains/drapes have been opened and you can clearly see what was going on. The sad thing is not being aware of it and refusing to accept it.
:-)