Fevor, there is vodka in plain sight (along with a full bar) at my house 24/7, as my husband is a daily drinker. I didn't ask him to change anything, since it was my decision to quit. I think that's why the urge in Puerto Rico took me by such suprise, as I am used to being around it all the time. The anxiety from the power outage in a relatively foreign place was unsettling and triggered the urge, I suppose.