Was sober for 2 whole years. Had a big celebration on december 15 which I organized. I drank whisky shots whole night long. Until morning. Can u imagine putting all that poison back to my clean body. Next day I swore to quit again cos I thought I was dying. Threw up whole day until night. Of course I didnt stop. I drank maybe ten more times the last two months. My last screw up was last night. Actually this morning. I still am under the influence of alcohol. Cant sleep dont want to talk just need support
