Hey Obo
I wanted to make sure I phrased what I'm going to say right cos I'm not sure you're going to like it all
I don't know if you saw this coming, but I've been fearing this from a good way back...its not like this all materialised last week.
You can only bang your head against the wall so many times, and you can only hold in anger and resentment so long.
You need to find ways to deal with your frustration and anger. Trying to bust through the wall needs to be left with Old Obo. New Obo needs another approach.
You need to find better more positive ways to release pressure.
I think you need support too - more support than you get from the occasional SR post.
On the note tho, I think joining the February crew might be good for you, even tho I know the idea might not be a pleasurable one. You really did well posting daily in your early days here.
I don't want to suggest AA because I have a feeling you're not into that, but maybe some counselling?
You deserve the good life Obo - go get it mate
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Originally Posted by
obosob 
Obo fell over again.
8 cans of beer.
At a gig.
In laws here again, too much pressure.
It was on the cards.
On phone.
When i compose myself Ill check back in.
Mad as a wheel today.....
It came from smoking pot, trying to release the valve.
No excuses, weak willed.
Day 1.
stay tuned......