I am just starting this same journey. I was almost daily then to binging then to binging much less. All is getting better and better. I am on day 4 binge and alcohol free.
This time I know I can do the things I enjoy that alcohol is around and either abstain or drink a few. I bever want to binge again and have made a promise to myself and SR.
Please never binge again. Its not good for us or the ones around us. Hey, think about this. How great has it been to remember these events even after a few. Some people can and some cant. As of now you can but please be careful and dont binge or get drunk for that matter.