Originally Posted by
Sunflowerlife 
Well, there I go again. I was going to make this a happy post and ended up making it all about me me me and my stupid issues. I don't want to come across as the perpetual whiner, the sob story, the girl who is always complaining. I don't like being that person anymore.
Looking forward to the days when I can forgive me, love me, adore me, and care for me naturally. When does that day get here?
Sweetie, we all carry baggage, we all have past sins which demand self-forgiveness, we all have the need to vent on occasion.
You're not coming across as "the perpetual whiner" -- you're coming across as a human being. Your issues, and how you deal with them, well, that ain't "stupid". Having the bravery to discuss difficult emotions not only helps you deal with them, it helps us deal with ours.
((((Sunny))))