Well it's been right around 24 hours now since I've had a drink.. I have to be up hopefully in four hours, but in 6.5 hours at the latest if I want to be at work merely on time vs. early for extra hours. I have such terrible anxiety running through me right now and sleeping feels impossible.. knowing I have to face all my coworkers tomorrow is tormenting me after I didn't show up all week. Not to mention I'm supposed to be decorating a cake at work tomorrow for a friend's birthday, that I was supposed to take with me to the bar when I went.. really feel terrible, his sister that ordered the cake from me has been texting me about it all day but I'm too anxious and embarrassed to respond, much less to have to confess to her tomorrow that I can't take it to the bar for her because I'm too scared to even set foot in there. I'm really scared I'll lose my motivation tomorrow and end up drunk again. But I'm going to try to go to an AA meeting after work.
I made it 24 hours, it was hell, but I made it.