Like you, it has also become a necessity and has taken over my entire world. I can relate so much to that along with not having anyone in my life close to me that can understand this burden I'm holding onto. Thank you soooo much for your reply. It has greatly encouraged me. I just have so much hope knowing there are others like yourself that know what I'm going through and have had success. Thank u again!
Originally Posted by
Hevyn 
Great post, zap. Be proud of yourself for reclaiming your life. At 2 days you sound positive & filled with hope. There's no doubt you can do this.
I hurt & confused all the people in my life too. What was just meant to be fun & relaxing became a necessity & took over my whole world. I never meant for it to happen - & certainly didn't intend to hurt my loved ones. It's so hard to explain to them how it is for us - that's why this forum is so precious to me. Here, we never have to feel alone - everyone understands. Glad to meet you, zap.
