Great post, zap. Be proud of yourself for reclaiming your life. At 2 days you sound positive & filled with hope. There's no doubt you can do this.
I hurt & confused all the people in my life too. What was just meant to be fun & relaxing became a necessity & took over my whole world. I never meant for it to happen - & certainly didn't intend to hurt my loved ones. It's so hard to explain to them how it is for us - that's why this forum is so precious to me. Here, we never have to feel alone - everyone understands. Glad to meet you, zap.
