Bad day. Hanging by a thread
I will have 2 weeks tomorrow. Longest stretch since I was pregnant in 2001.
I attended a company event today; champagne was passed at the end. I broke into a cold sweat. I suddenly became really resentful and my mood plummeted. I declined and no one even blinked, no big deal...
But then I felt really pissy and internally whiny and made excuse that I needed to get home. Again, no big deal to my co-workers.
On my way out I was stopped by a good friend, just as I was passing the open bar with people lined up. I chatted, I think politely, but could not wait to get the hell out of there.
Got to my car and burst into tears. Irrational but I felt sorry for myself that I just can't be "normal" - I know.... I just needed to share with people who get it.
I am seriously tearing up again even now. -sigh- what a baby.
Thanks for listening