Originally Posted by
teatreeoil007 
Linzey honey, his mind is likely in turmoil and he probably thinks you will reject him because of his addiction, even though he is getting help and is clean and sober. Try not to assume the worst. Don't let your "unknowns" become doubts. However it is so very easy to assume the worst when the fact of the matter is you simply don't know for what is going on with him. He might be feeling all torn up inside. He may feel awkward talking to you about his problems because he fears you will condemn for it and judge and not UNDERSTAND him. Of COURSE he will miss you and never forget you! Please try not to let your thinking veer down the road of negativity. Right now it is just so good he is getting good help...Be as supportive as you possibly can and let him know you love him.
But it is so highly important for you to take care of yourself, detach in a healthy way and focus on you. Treat yourself well..you deserve it!
Thank you, I know that his brain is all over the place but I guess not being an addict I will never fully understand. I have relayed to him how much I want to support him and be there and grow with him but he just says feelings change and he doesn't feel that way about us anymore. The worst part is the constant wondering of why??? But that question may never be answered so I need to stop trying to solve the mystery.