Old habits are tuff to break, yeah. Quite often, we & others outside the program associate patterned behaviors with drug use.
• Isolation
• Lethargy
• Mood Swings
• Antisociality
As long as you're sober, like Chy says, not much else matters. It's too easy to slip into a "dry drunk" phase, where that "stinkin thinkin" creeps back. Beat it down with a stick if you have to.
It may surprise (or even shock) certain people to know I haven't been to a meeting in over 1.5 years. I'll still stone cold sober--
defiantly.
I do spend a lot of time on bulletin boards such as this. Helping other get sober & stay sober help me do the same.