Wow, really?
I just lost a whole post. Funny how my most illuminating and inspirational musings get lost that way.
Alight, suffice it to say these are very long days for me, but it's fine.
Thought of the day is that to continue with my progress, I'm going to try to gradually identify people I think I can trust to let them know I'm in treatment. First person is tomorrow because she is going to be wondering why we're not riding the train home together and I am not inclined to lie to her. This woman is my best work friend and is also a nurse, so hopefully she will be understanding and supportive. (Although I think she's going to be rather shocked.) I've got some pretty serious trust issues, but they haven't done me much good lately, so it's time to start taking some "safe" risks. Not that I feel there is such a thing, but I used to and would like to work my way back toward that Life Lived Fully concept.