It does for sure, my last and final binge was running me at least $30 a day, that is drink at home closet binge, I only say that because when I sobered up and returned the empties, I was honestly shocked, but it's the past, I live tor today and look forward to a great and sober tomorrow.
Grief, resentment, guilt can eat us up and take a lot of energy, I have learned to let it go and use that energy on staying sober and happy, works for me.
Andrew