Financial Irresponsibility
It's really hitting me how financially irresponsible I've been over the course of my drinking career. The $5-10 daily really starts to add up. When you're caught in the middle of it, spending that much to get your daily fix seems worthwhile. But when you're starting to sober up, it hits you like a ton of bricks.
The guilt is overwhelming. I guess all you can do is rebuild. And make amends where necessary.