Originally Posted by
Thumpalumpacus 
Have you told him this?
Yes well sort of. I told him I was having a hard time letting go of the pain and it is hard for me to let my guard down and be close to him. He said I have to do something about it. Start showing him affection etc...I told him I can't fake it so I can't do it right now. I told him I am working on it in therapy.