Originally Posted by
imjules 
I'm sorry Thumpalumpacus. That is kind of where I am now- waiting to see what he's going to do if anything, and deciding if I should stay or leave. Both choices are scary. I'm happy to hear you are working on getting your life back. I bet the woman you loved went through a lot of torment when she finally decided to walk away. It isn't an easy choice for us either. I hate alcohol so much! I wish you peace and happiness and to once again find love one day.
I know I gave her hell, and it's her love and patience that has helped me see my addiction for what it is.
What hurt me is that just as I committed to entering recovery and fixing myself for good, she withdrew from me, and that's something I don't understand. (That's one reason why I'm reading in this part of the forum -- I need to understand how my actions affected her).
Thanks for the well-wishes, and know that they're returned.
