Having some crazy thoughts this morning of getting a bottle of wine (or three, more than likely) after I get off work this afternoon. My addiction is doing its best to sweet talk me. "It's not been so bad lately," "You can stop drinking tomorrow/next week/next month," etc. It's even been trying to talk me into calling in to work (which is pretty easy to do in my job) and spending the day drinking. Crazy stuff.
Screw that. I'll be hanging around here nonstop when I get off work in a few hours. I don't want another day one. Heck, it feels good and is a relief just to type these feelings out.