Least, Dee, Anna, and others... parents will worry. But now I worry back.... I don't have kids, so I don't understand in a gut way what parents feel for their kids. And frankly I'm kind of in awe of it right now because they just completely saved me. It's made me stand back and look at the parent-child relationship with a kind of perplexed respect if that makes sense. Like I really get for the first time that they care about me in a way that I don't care about anyone, even though I love them very very much. I've never seen anyone hurt on my behalf as much as they did and I don't want to do anything like that ever again.