Hi, It takes real guts to walk through the door of AA for the first time. I know I did it 41 days ago. It's been a big Big help. Everyone there was very friendly and non-judgmental, go figure.
I'm sure you can find a phone number or web page that detail meetings. If you can't bring yourself to go then go to a Speaker Meeting. Sit at the back. I can almost guarantee you will like it. I always do, they are not a glum lot.