Tried everything... chocolate, eating, talking... I just feel aaarrrggghhhh. ... trapped... I want to run away. Why do I always want things I can't have.... calm calm
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.. I had to cancel my counselling app tomorrow and I was looking forward to the talking about stuff ... really needed it. But now i have to wait a week, keep pretending it's all OK. .. no pressure release to make it OK again. I suddenly want to cry.... oh dear.... I though i only felt like this when terribly hungover and freaked out... I don't want to feel unraveling when sober. Otherwise what's the point? ??