I tried to... a couple of weeks ago I decided to stay, and told my mother this. But when I mentioned putting my things in the home city in storage rather than moving them here, she got really emotional.
I don't want to bring it up again since I keep changing my mind... I don't want to put her through this over and over. But I also don't want to spring it on her at the last moment.
Edited to add: I'm back to thinking I want to move back... and I'm afraid I might make this switch several more times!