AA is really helpful, but what's most important is finding something that works for you. Self help books are a great resource, so is here! Anything that you feel comfortable with. I'm glad you have a good family to support you. Congrats on Day 2. I connect to what you said about not being the fun loving girl anymore... I feel the same way about alcohol. It was a tool that used to enhance my life, but it's been ages since that was the case. It's time to move on and find the next stage of what life is like!