So sick to my stomach
After last weekend my RAH has been showing me a lot of affection, sending me sweet text messages, telling me how much he loves me. He's been cuddling with me and I've been open to it but sometimes it makes me uncomfortable. I still have my guard up and I can't seem to relax and accept all his affection.
So today he sent me a text that he couldn't wait to be intimate with me. It made me uncomfortable so I didn't respond. He asked me later if I read the text and I told him yes I read it. He said... well? Why didn't you respond to my text? I was honest when normally I would have made up an excuse for not responding to a text. I told him I didn't respond because it made me uncomfortable. I told him...I'm just not there yet to be intimate. He got angry and said...I'm your husband, I'm tired of you saying the same ****. Normally I would have fought back and defend myself but I just didn't have it in me. My stomach is in knots. We haven't spoken since.