Im about 7 months or past. I really dont count my days I would have to ask my kids mom what day I am on but I feel like everydays a day freaking 1. holy cow. I was thinking today, or yesterday since its 2 am now... That getting high is a pretty good idea, it makes sense. Talking to people whom can't relate, well where does that make sense? The ****. Haha. Im still sober though. I also didnt talk. And girls crushing on me like Oh my freaking god. Expectations from me when we ain't dating?? I ain't tied down dont expect nothing from me, I dont even know where I am going to live they live at home with their parents. Me probably being ungrateful but I am suicidal dont know where I am even going to be, the hell do I care if I make you smile? Keep some **** to yourself.