OK, so the intake is tomorrow. Depending on how many will be discharging and such, I will have a 1-3 week wait until I can actually start, provided insurance pays for the treatment.
I feel TERRIBLE. I haven't felt this depressed in quite some time, and it's not a good feeling. I still have to function in my everyday life. Part of me feels like, if it's going to cause this kind of reaction, maybe I'm better off not doing it? I am going to go to the intake and see what happens.