A few years ago, I got sober for two months. Felt great. Was getting back in-shape. And then attended my sister in law's wedding. I thought to myself "you earned it - go ahead and celebrate." It started with wine and ended with whiskey. A lot of it. I jumped right back in where I had left off and then drank MORE to make up for my abstinence! I don't know how I got back to the hotel that night, but what's worse, I can't remember leaving in the first place.