ThanK you for bravely sharing. This is the situation I fear, and I'm so sorry you're going through it. Reading all these messages, especially "remember how you feel right now...misery is all alcohol has to offer" is getting me through tonight. I hope you can pick yourself up and start again, and if you do please share! I need to know that if I fall, I can follow it your footsteps and get back up again too. I wish you the best and can't wait to hear from you again soon.