Sleepie,
I am so sad that you are feeling so down. I suspect getting the job is better than not, but its still just another thing you gotta do when you don't feel up to getting out of bed.
Sometimes for me the simple need to get out of bed to do something is important because like you my bed is my favourite place.
But the good news is that you and Shabs can share new job stories and hopefully get through it together.
Like Trachs said, we all need someone to talk us off the edge sometimes, and we are here for you any time, every time.
XXX