I need the money, so. I guess it will put something on my resume as well so in the future I can get a full timer that I hate... :/ Dunno, I know I'm supposed to be all ... happy? But I have just been here so, so many times. I have kind of given up, been on a real... thing? In bed for 3 days and not eating. Anything besides blank feeling is just crying. I think I am having a middle aged thing or something. Like the entire 1st half of my life has just worn me out, I don't know. I have done the chipper, bootstraps things so many times over I simply have nothing left and see very little
Sorry guys I know you all mean well and all I am very down ok so that's just how it is
Cow... sigh... life, I dunno
