I didn't have enough privacy during my break today to make an appointment, so it's going to have to wait until tomorrow morning. Already I'm starting to think "I can just quit on my own, I don't need to see a doctor", but I need to stay aware that it's the addiction talking because I know full well from experience that I can't stop on my own!!!
I drank a lot of vodka straight out of the bottle on my way to work and luckily made it to the toilet before puking it back up again. No one seemed to notice I was drunk. On a positive note, I didn't buy any alcohol on the way home and stayed sober for the rest of the day!